It all started two years ago this month. David and I hadn't been trying to conceive but low and behold the month came and went. I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. I did my usual and called the doctor and made an appointment. It was a Friday so I had to wait till Monday to be seen. As the weekend unfolded I began to bleed. I found it very odd but took another test. Positive! Instead of going to our doctor from before I choose to see a new doctor. So I made the appointment and visited the doctor. Although I had gone a whole week with my mensuration I was unsure at what was going on. We found out that I had miscarried without even knowing it. Most doctors would call it a chemical pregnancy but I knew it was a life God had placed in our hearts. After several months of doctors appointments and well Life... we decided to wait a little longer for Gods timing. I had never felt such a pull in my heart to have a baby. Kinda like how when you have something you take it for granted and when you can't have it, it's all you think about!
It had been six months since we had miscarried and I had decided to just forget about getting pregnant. We went about living life with our very active 1 1/2 year old. I had thought that God had forgotten about me just left me to the side to be miserable! I knew better but in my heart I was at war! I prayed for a miracle that we could get pregnant! It seemed like the days flew by instead of dragging like the past six months had. In May we had another appointment with the Doctor and this one was the most important one of all. After being checked out the doctor prescribed Clomid for us to try. June came quickly and to our surprise so did 2 Pink Lines! We were so excited! On June7, 2010 we found out that we would be bringing a new bundle of joy into our lives!
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